things to told you, and ask you.

hello ass you know i'm not a guy that post so much thing's of hes life or from something B...
i want to told you all that i has been preety ausent from here science a year, becouse my life has go to hell and come back to eart so many times!.
my parenths get divorced.
i'm 18 now :C
i have to work, and i start to study graphic desing.
i have to move out from my home, and now i live alone. in a tinny house that mi father and my uncle build for me
and a lot a lot and a lot of things.
im having some strange depresion science i have knowledge, but in this last year my depresion take over the control of my life, i was a kid whiout dreams, projects.
some kind of night terror's, that i know now its Sleep paralysis  leave me pranoic, scary, pretty tired and angry

but the people thats loves me never give up, they are caring for me, al my friends prove them self's that they are much more than just friends, they are my brothers, my family and my home.
my parenths look's that i have everitying i need, and they suportt al my projects now.
my girlfriend...saddly we are not together anymore, but shee make me a better person, we'r steel in contact we need each other.
im recovering my self bit for bit, and im drawing and painting A LOOOT!! once again! soo i have so so so much to share with all of you! in the next weeks i will be uploading a lot of pieces, studys and sketches.

something more...i would like to start somewhere to working desinging characters and stuff, videogames, movies comics, anything! 
do you deviant's know where to start?
thanks a lot to all.
I.F